JPat-rick

I check on this account every once in a while, and while I get sad to see how unnecessarily negative and harsh to little me. I marvel when I realize that I've come so far. Not just in art but in how I see things, view the world, and how I treat myself. I wish I could go back in time. I would tell my little self that his art is not ugly, and he should be kinder to himself - to just be patient and push through the frustrations - that it's okay to color outside the lines - to never be afraid to take up space and that his creative thoughts deserve a place in the world. You see it took me almost 10 years to see that. But it took me 10 years to realize that my little self needed to hear that.

:( . So need a freakin' new laptop! especially a FAST one!! :( daghjflklahj! Don't know what to say.. Just so freakin' disappointed about this laptop.! ;| Can't watch hd videos in full screen.. I so wanna buy a big laptop! How can I have the money to buy one?!! :( ------- Tip: If you're going to buy a laptop, don't buy the netbook one. :\ Sorry. for wasting your time. (to whoever reads this,I'm sure none.) :|

Just bought a Graphic tablet yesterday..,not the WACOM tablet you know. :) It's just a cheap tablet because I'm just and still a BEGINNER.. Working a lot on getting used to this one..It's Still hard for me to create a new deviation right now,coz I'm still learning the basics on this..Maybe it's gonna take me 1 week to make another deviation.. :\ that's what I just wanted to say.. that I'm not gonna be able to make a new deviation right now.. @_@